Do you ever think back at a time in your life, years back, when you had a different idea or view about a particular subject? I have been doing that a lot lately, I think mainly because I have finally accepted that I am getting older. Not older in the sense that I FEEL old, but I am realizing that my AGE is getting older.
I remember being in third grade and my teacher asking us, “How old do you think you are when you graduate from college?” I think the conversation had started because someone had mentioned a particular age and said that it was “old”. Kids were guessing numbers like 16, 14, 18, and so on. After we had all made our predictions, she announced that she was 22 when she graduated. “Whoa!” we all gasped. I remember thinking that was so old. Our teacher was, of course, older than 22 at that time so we thought she was ancient.
So here I am, about 20 years later, thinking back on that day, remembering how “old” I thought my teacher was. Man, how much thoughts and ideas change over the years. When I was 22, I myself had just graduated from UTEP and began teaching here at Edgemere. I felt like a little kid still, much like I was in third, walking into this huge building filled with screaming kids, excited and full of energy. I definiteley felt no where near old when I was 22.
Truthfully, I don’t feel old even now. But I DO think about how fast life seems to fly by the older you get. Each year seems to race past me faster than the previous year and it’s as if I am left standing on the side of the road, looking back, trying to recall how I got to where I am today, so unexpectedly quick.
I have already been in my career for 6 years. Six years!! Where did all the time go? I can still remember the days at UTEP, when I couldn’t wait to graduate and graduation seemed to be an eternity away, a mere spec of light at the end of a very long tunnel. Then, in a blink of an eye, here I am today, a 6th grade language arts teacher.
The point of all this? ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY AND LIVE IT FOR WHAT IT IS! Don’t try to grow up to fast. You are only young once, and you can NEVER get that back.
Your childhood was a time intended for fun, gaining experiences in life with learning new things and making friends. Don’t try to grow up too fast. You have many long, stressful years in your future to be an adult. ENJOY your youth and spend it as just that, a YOUTH. You are not adults yet, nor do you know everything there is to know about life. Be kids. But also be open to learning new things. Life is packed full of opportunities to learn new things. Each things you learn will better prepare you and strengthen you for your future.